To My Future Kids

Hi/Hello/Ola!

Hey its Mommy talking here, i may not have conceived you yet by the time i'm doing this. But honey, mommy wants you to know that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH already and i am willing to give you a comfortable life as long as i am living. I want you to first know me. I am a person of few words and small talks, but when i have myself spoken i make it clear that it is irrevocable, (i am perceiving myself as a strict parent) for i am a person of single polarity. You know honey, in this world we are living there no gray areas, only black and white. if then you are supposing to be quiet YOU ARE already siding to a party/team/whatever, with YOU not knowing it. what i want you to be, is simply who you are, i want you to be original, be yourself,. YEah i admit this, but i want you to be smart, not just intelligent. Smart is always charming my child.

so honey this is momma's rule/s
1. I don't want you to watch TV for more than an hour a day, you can watch what you want. BUT always assert that not all stuff are to be believed. MEDIA is double edged sword- informative and destructive

2. i want you to play sports- it's momma's frustration.. hehehe

3. be able to play piano and/or violin and/or guitar-another frustration

4. Know how to swim- a must

5.know how to cook

6. You can take any course/career you want but promise to be successful ;) you dont have to be a doctor, but i wont stop you if you want to.

7. always visit your grandmothers! and grandfathers. remember without them, momma is also without (whuuuttt???)

8. learn a different language- german, spanish, etc.

9. Travel :) local or international- immerse yourself in the culture.. just come home with pasalubong :) hihihi

10. LOVE GOD :) whoever HE is to you.. ill support your faith:)

i guess this ends my post for now. love you kid/s mwuuuah!

My happines

Masaya ako kay mahal.. We are so much an opposite pero jive.. Teenage dream :)

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just lost it :|

it is so hard to take or likewise frustrating knowing somebody , being friends with them then suddenly the would forget you.. di nman utang na loob ang habol ko.. its just that, ayoko lang mawalan ng friends.. yun lang, its like losing a part of yourself din kasi.. yun lang..

its not easy being ok when really not. i gave john everything. every " i love you"s are true, i mean all those words. i love him so much, but i think he does not give a damn. its too heartbreaking leaving him for myself. i gave my world, it surrounds him.. so much effort. why can't he just love me back??, i rarely care about his achievement as a person, because i love him for who he was. im just soooo drained, i feel too empty because i lost me. my soul and spirit are the ones that are left. he leaves no option for me to consider, what he done is just unbearable, i love him for who he was with no other bitches attached. damn , i hate myself for that matter. i really do, i cant do this anymore..

so much for dreaming

sobrang depressed lang ako,, di ko alam if its this med that im taking or the med that im taking up.. im just too tired of everything. im not happy with this. feel ko wala akong support system for this, even my man can't be there when i badly needed him. am i in a crisis?, or whatever. I would escape if i would have my destination, even if i have my destination pala, im sooooo tangled with this responsibility. im the one who finishes what i have started, im never the one to back down. pero given this blows,sucker punches syempre i get weak naman. human lang din naman ako e. i don't know if this is my advantage or not, im not the one who shares my pains, just suck it all up until its gone in my blackhole system. pero some things cannot be taken up, pero i can't live with this all the time.. mahirap, its like im fighting this stupid war against myself, wherein neither can win. stupid lang talaga. parang i am so paralyzed with this, pero i can move. i move against my will. ang hirap hirap, tas you can't live to the expectations, even my expectation for myself is not gratified i can't be happy with this. i want to stopppppppp

recipe for tuna pesto pasta

hi, eto na yung famed recipe ko for that pesto that is such a hit amongst those who ate it.. kinda hard for me to give away my recipe ee, pero since everyone loves it i think its pretty fair that i share this, kinda legacy thingy itey for me so gora nalang :) hope you enjoy this,, always remember though *cook with love :) mwuah!


Ingredients:
(this is for half kilo of pasta)

-1 pack of clara ole chessy pesto
-1 box of nestle cream ( all purpose ha :)
- 2 cans of hot and spicy tuna ( century tuna ung flat cans)
- 3 to 5 cloves of garlic (dinikdik ng bongga) ung malalaki na garlic not ung galing ilocos na tiny
- Tabasco habanero sauce (optional- 3 drops is spicy na)


>prepare the ingredients,, lahat yan mabibili sa local groceries


1. drain mo yung oil sa clara ole, yung saktong drained..ung tipong mga 1-2 drops nung oil is dripping pa from the pang drain ng pancit canton thingy (di ko alam tawag dun e).. Tapos set aside yung pesto, set aside din yung oil.

2. drain tuna, tipong dry na. tapon mo yung oil/liquid wala nang gamit yun

3. eto na.. I gisa mo yung garlic dun sa oil na nakuha from pesto sauce, mga 2 tablespoon lang ng oil. Sanskutsahin hanggang maging slightly golden yung edges nung garlic.

4. add mo na ung drained tuna, then igisa until brownish na

5. add mo na yung drained pesto, mix it thoroughly with the tuna

6. pag ok na yung pagka mix sa pesto and tuna, add mo na ung cream, all of it. mix thoroughly until mejo mossy green na ung sauce.

7. this is optional as i said, add mo na ung tabasco, i usually put 3 to 4 drops since maanghang siya.. pero im telling you its up to you

8. put mo na sa ibabaw ng pasta then halo, the ratio between the sauce and pasta is very preferential to you :)

9. SERVE WITH LOVE :)

enjoy guys and happy cooking :)